Lost??

Gosh today was like wow~~~ had an injection on my butt~~ sigh... but hope im recovering from this sickness which is like draining me down the road~~ HUHUHUHUHU

aNyways~~ I still managed to sing with my "katak" voice THROUGHout THE Night!!! guess what today there was this campaign "60 earth time"? i do not know whether I got it wring or not but basically all about the global warming issues and this is a move to pro-long the earth's life span~~ which everyone believes that it will going to die soon... So yeah~~ to support this campaign everyone basically need to cooperate to off their electricity globally~~

thoughts grows wild in my mind!! such as, "GOSH WHAT HAPPENED TO THE WORLD AFTER THAT!!", "the Crime rates sure like super kick ass high up!!", "WHAT ABOUT THE SICK PEOPLE IN THE HOSPITALS?", and all other weird stuffs that I could think off for the moment because I thought that everyone in the world must do it or the government will need to shut down the generators of the countries at least for 60 min!! Imagine when the world in complete darkness!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG !!! I can't think anymore further... huhuhuhuhuhuhu really darn sad of me actually~~ WAKAKAKA!!

Anyways... Today we did celebrate this campaign at taman awam and all those silly things we can think off wow~~ I was like yeah releasing my stress and from the recent problems that really going to take my current life apart...its been awhile since I kind of stay away from my friends... and knowing the facts that they will be leaving to Perth very soon... I really had my heart broken... not only that, there are some graduating next year too... the thoughts of we all stand as one or go "yam cha" and talk about everything under the sun~~ WOW!! But I will always be here and try my very best to Keep in touch!! *sniffs sniffs*

Though I been through a lot of betrayals and all... but still I still believe that this world I still can meet true friends... I will try as hard as I can to keep them and to see them in the future... as I really want them to be part of my future as they are now in my current life!!


Loves, Phy Phy

The "But"s

Things changes from time to time...

There are still something that I can't really cope up with. Run as I can, avoid as I might, I still can't stop the time from telling me all the truth about someone who is so dear and also as close as anything in this world that anyone can think of.

It might be something that needs some changes but still, How can someone so dear to me would ever want to mix and stir up the lives of their love ones... I really wondering whether it ever hurt them before when they do all those wicked things to hurt others...

I almost lost everything but I can only tell that I need to move on and focus on whatever it is in front of me... sometimes i felt like I'm always alone in facing all those issues going on... Losing myself bit by bit really killing me in a way.

I know what I should do or I shouldn't... It may be hard for me to repaint the picture which was once so perfect for me and to face all those cobwebs and spiders that are destroying this picture in my heart.

With love that I can show, it seems like never enough... you just see all right through me, I seems to be so invisible for this person... All I can think about on how to make things goes into a better way but you just going to make things so difficult as it is already...


For now... I will live for my own and for the precious stones in my life... what was there.. now will be removed...

New World New Post

Hey all~~ this will be my 1st post for everything that will be rolling in this blog~~~

Since its the first~~ I hereby welcome you into my cubby world~~ WAKAKAKAKAKA

It may seems simple and all but still there are more to this girl, you need to know more about!!!

Cubby this name had been created since the year 2005!! I do not know exactly when or why or how it sSSSSSriiiIIkKKEE my mind though~~ WAKAKAKAKAK!!! anyways the bottom line is that....


I can be very emotional at times and I got my 3 gems with me~~ 3 of them are the dearest to me, I thank the above ones to send them into my life~~ WAKAKAKAKA!!

Intro to you~~ My Moonlight*nia*, My TuTu *wewe* and my Honey *leNa* wakakakaka!!

fOR YOUR INFORMATION!!! yes I call all my friends as my honey~~~ but still everyone of them are super unique in their ways!!!

Not forgotten My Monthly friends~~~ Jan, May and Jun!!!! gosh they are just the blast to everything ~~ WAKAKAKAK!!! ** MicHa cant forget you nei~~~wakakakak!!

Yet~~ there are a few guys that we all must know~~~ DD*brO*, Abang Ebi, waiwai, Kel, Rayz, Bon bon, BinCient,Zatt, and Papa~~ WAKAKAKAKAKA!!


Anyways If i missed out any of you ~~ No worries there are more to come where you will be in too!!! you know who you are~ WAKAKAKAKA!!

My darling Mimi!!! yeaaahhh always not failing to be there for me.... me love ya~~WAKAKAKAKA!!


So far this voice will be talking about this at the moment~~